Oxygen

In a small club in Bangkok
I inhale the smoke
A million ways to choke out
What I've just been told

You said she died in peace
Just a moment, gone in her sleep
Now that my mother's passed
I guess I don't have the need

For oxygen
I release the smoke from my lungs
And I cry
I didn't get goodbye

And I realize
I must've let you down
I don't deserve to be your son
I don't deserve to be anyone

Oh, oxygen
I release this smoke from my lungs
And I cry
I didn't get goodbye
Oh, oxygen
I release the air from my lungs
And I cry
I didn't get goodbye

Looking out the window
Of the thirtieth story floor
I try to reach your phone
I know you're not at home

Still the smoke's in her eyes
She tries to remember her life
But she keeps losing sight
Of the love she left behind

And I can't breathe
When she's standing next to me
And I realize
The depth of what this means

Oh, oxygen
And I realize
I didn't get goodbye

Oh, oxygen
And I realize
I didn't get goodbye
I didn't get goodbye
I didn't get goodbye
I didn't get goodbye
I didn't get goodbye
I didn't get goodbye
I didn't get goodbye
I didn't get