​oxycontin

[Chorus]
I don't wanna feel like I lost you
80 milligram Oxycontin
Promising relief from this horrible dream
When you wake up, it’s still not gone
You're so fucking ugly when you’re nodding
80 milligram Oxycontin
You don't need to be who I want you to be, but you’re so hard for me to love…

[Verse 1]
Lately I'm feeling insane
Tryin to argue and tell you these opiates ain't for emotional pain
I know it kills it the same
I keep on bangin' my fist on the door
You nodded out after sending a text that was sayin you don’t wanna live anymore
Later they’d tell me that you would’ve died if you stayed up and took any more
Try to ignore
Likе it ain't happened at all but I swore I
Wouldn't put up with this morе times
I don’t wanna love you to death, I see
You hit the bottom and fell through
Hit the next floor and fell through it too
I don't know how I can help you
When you don't help too
But I’ll sit here and hold you again
And tell you everything is okay
I just wanna know you again
Promise me that you're gonna stay

[Chorus]
I don't wanna feel like I lost you
80 milligram Oxycontin
Promising relief from this horrible dream
When you wake up, it’s still not gone
You're so fucking ugly when you’re nodding
80 milligram Oxycontin
You don't need to be who I want you to be, but you’re so hard for me to love

[Verse 2]
And you say not to call the police, I know, I know
But when I'm worried it gets harder to sleep, I don’t, I don’t
I been so moment to moment I don’t know
How i been managing all the high to lows
Then I start poppin' a couple just to see
And I got hooked on em too, i knew that i was at risk
Watching you battle it mom, I know I’m your kid
I saw what it did, and this the same exact spot you were in
Now I need you to hold me again
And tell me everything is okay
Like you did when I was a kid
Promise me that you’re gonna stay

[Chorus]
I don't wanna feel like I lost you
80 milligram Oxycontin
Promising relief from this horrible dream
When you wake up it’s still not gone
You're so fucking ugly when you’re nodding
80 milligram Oxycontin
Running through the leaves of this family tree
Plucking everyone off slow