Overthinking

[Verse 1]
Yeah, it's constant overthinking
Thoughts of how can I be different?
Even though I don't wanna be in my future darkness is all I see
How don't wanna be making my own history
I got no one that knows me

You're like the one person I call a homie or a friend
And I never want the story to mother fucking end
Time takes its toll so you gotta keep on fighitin'
I'm so lonely in this room no wonder i be cryin'

Just years of heartaches and pain
Now I'm supposed to be happy but my brain just ain't the same
I don't know what to do no more
The way my mind be driftin' turned into the bottle

I bе lifting (yuh)
Just me, my thought, my brain
Up in knots, I wanna dig underground and rot
Should I do it? end my lifе in an instant

Mind is filled with regrets I'm kinda
Hopeless and winded, should I
Run from everything important?
Leave the city build a house up in the mountain

Just to end the sufferin' and pain
I understand that nothin' will remain

[Verse 2]
It's constant overthinking
Thought of how can I be different?
Even though I don't wanna be in my future darkness is all I see
Right now I'm in my motherfuckin' feels
I just wish I have enough time to heal

Shit's tough and all I be doin' is overthinking
I cannot come up for air it feels like I'm sinking'
(yeah feels like I'm sinking x2)