Overthinking

[Chorus]
See, lately, I been overthinking
I can't seem to find the strength these days
Yeah, I know I should be thankful for my health
Don't be too hard on myself
They say brighter days are on the way
Still, I'm sitting here just overthinking
Hoping by tomorrow, I can find the cure
Feel I should be doing more
Why does life feel like a chore these days?
At times, I pray for rain just to wash the pain away
I'm overthinking 'bout overthinking
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
I'm overthinking 'bout overthinking
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
Like, did I write the last great record that I got in me?
Are my friends all sitting there saying they proud of me?
A couple people I owe an apology
And middle finger to every single person out there who ever doubted me, look
This right here really a gift and curse
Like, no matter how hard I try, I keep making it worse
Push away the people I love 'cause, deep down, I feel ashamed
Tryna build my fortune, I could give a fuck about the fame
I'm tryna tell you
All that shit is lame to me
Really, years later, still feel the same to me
Chip on my shoulder been heavy
Felt like I'm more than ready
Am I doing this right here just for them to forget me?

[Chorus]
Lately, I been overthinking
I can't seem to find the strength these days
Yeah, I know I should be thankful for my health
Don't be too hard on myself
They say brighter days are on the way
Still, I'm sitting here just overthinking
Hoping by tomorrow, I can find the cure
Feel I should be doing more
Why does life feel like a chore these days?
At times, I pray for rain just to wash the pain away
I'm overthinking 'bout overthinking
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
I'm overthinking 'bout overthinking
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 2]
See, I wake up in the morning, I take a look in the mirror
Sometimes, I can't recognize the person, it don't no clearer
I feel the energy off, lessons feel more like a loss
Tried to go right all my wrongs, tell me, what more do they want?
Now all my insecurities getting the best of me
Depression set in, now it's weighing on me heavily
So I roll up another one thinking that'd be the remedy
I had people I called friends turn into enemies off jealousy, yeah
I ain't perfect, never claim to be
Try to avoid negativity, feel like it aim for me
You gotta go and prove every single thing you say to me
Need the universe to sway for me

[Chorus]
'Cause, lately, I been overthinking
I can't seem to find the strength these days
Yeah, I know I should be thankful for my health
Don't be too hard on myself
They say brighter days are on the way
Said I'm sitting here just overthinking
Hoping by tomorrow, I can find the cure
Feel I should be doing more
Why does life feel like a chore these days?
At times, I pray for rain just to wash the pain away
I'm overthinking 'bout overthinking
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
I'm overthinking 'bout overthinking
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah