Overkill

[balloon boy laugh but like sped up]

I been down, it's the state of affairs getting to me
Ain't no work arounds, i been stuck in the machine
On the ground and i'm blindfolded like i'm 2b
When i'm with you i'm whole but i'm never complete

Never missing a beat, that's a lie i'm a liar
I been doing nothing, doing nothing got me tired
My body decaying so i'm living in the wired
I stay spitting liquid making fire like a lighter

I stay on my shit
Keep a gallon of that liquor on my hip [overkill]
And i am that bitch
He ain't talk to me he talkin to the clip [overkill]

He a homophobe but he stay on this dick
It ain't gay i'm a chick [overkill]
Choking on this bone he ain't pick
He gon cut his fingers holding my drip [overkill]

What?

I been down it's thе state of affairs they been terriblе
Have you met dysphoria? my clothes are barely wearable
I'm that bitch as you know, but the world is barely fair to her
I know the intention but i do not think it's fair to hurt

All of the time by design think it's [overkill]
It should be mine, i been stuck in my mind
I been stuck in this rut while y'all on overtime
[overkill] is the line but i don't think it's apt

Y'all been taking a nap on me while i sit n slack
I don't blame you cause my music isn't anything but wack
Need a massive attack to my face cause i'm trans
I need hate cause i'll pass if i motivate myself

Ain't been watching my health ain't been watching my health
Ain't been watching my health ain't been watching my health
Ain't been watching my health ain't been watching my health
Ain't been watching my health ain't been watching my health

I stay on my shit
Keep a gallon of that liquor on my hip [overkill]
And i am that bitch
He ain't talk to me he talkin to the clip [overkill]

He a homophobe but he stay on this dick
It ain't gay i'm a chick [overkill]
Choking on this bone he ain't pick
He gon cut his fingers holding my drip [overkill]