Overcome da pain

Sometimes,i wonder despite my will if i"m able to overcome my pain !
It seems so easy for others to feel happy!
I feel bless ,but i'm obcess by seeking love!
Maybe people think it 's easy,but it has always been my deepest desire!
Love is in my heart but i can't reach it til now!
My brain is weak,because of it !
I don(t wanna be hurt again;because of my feelings!
My emotions are vivid as anybody,but i feel the pain !
My will helps me to pass by this time !
I wish to be loved aand to feel joy ,once again!
Do i have a problemwith love,because it's making me painful;hurted,that i wanna cry !
It seems so easy as long as i'm not concerned !
What is the need to struggle withoutlove ,i wonder?
It hurts so bad ,that i would like to stop that pain!
Love is a stranger and i wish to discover him and to live it ,in order to be strong once again