Over This Shit

[Chorus]
We were buds
Until you threw us in the mud
We were your feed
Until you left us to bleed
We thought you'd be the one
Until we realized that we're so fucking done

[Verse 1]
You're so fucked up
And you're crazy, too
You led with, "Sup?"
And didn't think it through
You told your higher-up friends
To make your trashy amends
You screwed us up
And you realized you're nothing without us

[Chorus]
We were buds
Until you threw us in the mud
We were your feed
Until you left us to bleed
We thought you'd be the one
Until we realized that we're so fucking done

[Verse 2]
Yeah, now we're all muddy, but at least we're not gone
Can't believe we put up with this for that long
Nigel wrote his mind
And then you told them to hide it, it's really not a crime
Harassment? You need the whole story
All of it, even if you think it's boring
Our friendship, you were willing to trade
To keep up this little shitty crusade
It's lame
And we won't think of you the same

[Chorus]
We were buds
Until you threw us in the mud
We were your feed
Until you left us to bleed
We thought you'd be the one
Until we realized that we're so fucking done

[Bridge]
This must be the deepest closer you've seen
Because all of this shit is mean
And I can see the crime scene
We were on the same fucking team
And then you fucked up
You're not the queen

[Verse 3]
I'm so fucking done, screw it, I'm so fucking done
This shit hurts like a motherfucker, and I've been shunned
It feels like I'm being impaled like Attila the Hun
And babe, I just need to vent, this shit is no longer fun
I just wanna be me, but they won't let me, it's like I'm Ewok
They just don't see that I'm hurting, it's like what the fee-wuck
I'm running out of luck, get into it, need a fucking buck
Music is no longer fun when you have a fake friend who sucks
Why the big man upstairs blocking my whole voice out?
I can't speak my truth now? I don't know what this is about
You think you have silent screams? I'm the one who can't shout
Bitch, I am a real one, I got my honor like a Boy Scout
I never told a lie, never slandered or libeled on my life
The big power out here taking my first amendment right
I'm always striving to be real with the craft that I apply
'Til this bitch right over here started covering people's eyes
But now this is an upset, like right now this is a divide
I made a decision and got real ones to take my side
I'm pushing feelings aside, man, I'm pushing back my pride
And I am a motherfucking good friend, barely tell a lie
You don't understand just how much your words hurt me
Blaming me for shit that I didn't do is causing the hurting
Know you're mad, but you don't get to dictate what others see
This is my fucking music, my fucking experiences, this is me
They're always trying to censor a black man in America
Not the worst person in the world, but you were quite terrible
And I know to struggles of others, this may not be comparable
I'm gonna need a fucking miracle, man this shit is unbearable
Drop one more for the culture before this song ends
I know you have a lot of moderator and ed-plus friends
But I need you to stop and think about your effect
Do you even know the severity of your damage?
I said, "Do you?"
Do you even know the severity of your damage?

[Outro]
I'm pissed, I just wanted this to be fixed
Let me speak my mind, I've had enough of this