Over This Place

[Intro]
Ayo
Check it, yo

[Verse]
Lately
Things have been different than I would like, bro
Everybody else has their shit together and I don't
My mind’s broken, my liver's gettin' denied hope
I quit my therapy, liquor’s lettin' me die slow
A suicide note written on my PC
My friends are wicked but as if they're gonna need me
Now I'm grippin' on a V.B. reminisin'
Missin' my ex misses, this has not been easy
And when I see weed, I start to crave it
Then I'm treatin’ my inner demon like were half related
I can’t contain it, I'm ashamed at how that lager tasted
When I popped that Ritalin, in a minute my heart was racin’
It's like the raft of Satan, I have no control
I did a line of coke to try provoke my broken soul
It broke the mould and left my brain with an open hole
Now I'm poppin' biccies for shitty problems they won’t resolve
I only folded, 'cause that was the only option left
I'm so tempted to pack a cone and to block the stress
And to my mum, I had to show that I want the best
For my future, didn't happen though 'cause I got arrested
I guess I thought I left that life in the pass
I'd let it slide but I'm startin' to recognise that I can't
Depression, I can just mask, when injestin' wine from a cask
And gettin' blinded, jeopardisin' every mind in my path
I've been drivin' my car drunk in an emotional state
Alone when it's late, so I just wanna go to a mates
And trust me, I know that most of you are noble and great
But please somebody help, 'cause I'm over this place