Over the Ledge

[Chorus]
Niggas want to be me, and I want to be dead
Whole lot of stress in this mind of mine
But it's making me bread
Drowning my sorrows in every pill and pussy instead
Give me a couple more years till I'm over the ledge (ha)
Niggas want to be me, and I want to be dead
Whole lot of stress in this mind of mine
But it's making me bread
Drowning my sorrows in every pill and pussy instead
Give me a couple more years till I'm over the ledge (yeah)

[Verse]
She say I never be listening, sorry lil' baby I'm out of it
Every word that gets said to my brain
It get pushed to the back of the cabinet
I know your name where I file it
I'll read it back over when I'm sober
By then it's too late you erase my name and you rushing to tweet that you over it
Then I'm right back in your ovaries
It's a continuous cycle
Any emotional damage that I've done to you for it
I will not be liable, I'll move away
Without leaving a trace and you
Cussing me out just for trying you
Hop on your Tinder and meet up with dude
Cause he swore that he never would lie to you
Baby you played for a pawn, he goin' tell all of his dogs
How he got in it and did with the quickness
Without even trying to hard
Push him away now you back on the pills
You get xanned so the memory gone
Seven months later you hit me back up just to ask me
What shit I've been on, baby I'm not shit
Doing all the drugs that I want, getting my bread up
Only shit that's keeping me going
I'm making racks now, fucking any hoe that I want
Still I'm depressed, using sex as a distraction from all
(All of this pain)

[Chorus]
Niggas want to be me, and I want to be dead
Whole lot of stress in this mind of mine
But it's making me bread
Drowning my sorrows in every pill and pussy instead
Give me a couple more years till I'm over the ledge (ha)
Niggas want to be me, and I want to be dead
Whole lot of stress in this mind of mine
But it's making me bread
Drowning my sorrows in every pill and pussy instead
Give me a couple more years till I'm over the ledge (ha)

[Outro]
You cannot love me now (no), you got to let me go (yuh)
You cannot love me now (yuh), you got to let me go (yuh)
You cannot love me now (yuh), you got to let me go (yuh)
You cannot love me now (huh), you got to let me go (hah)