Over & Over

[Verse 1]
Maybe if I push my luck, I'll make it
I know that's not a healthy thought,but I can't help it
The way the mind distorts can be impressive
I've often struggled with being selfish
But not in the way you think, not self preserving
'Cause most times I put me first, it makes me nervous

[Pre-Chorus]
Swear I've been trying, maybe I need some help
But I'm praying, loving, crying, writing but nothing's pushing the needle
'Cause I don't trust myself
(Myself, myself, myself)
I often feel like a stranger inside my own body
Damn these insecurities
Been building homes inside people
Like I don't love myself

[Chorus]
And again, over and over
Here again, over and over
And again, over and over
Here again, over and over

[Verse 2]
Full grown
And I don't know what I believe in anymore
Is it fate or is it God? (Or is it God?)
And I'm questioning it all for a reason
And I really want to
Run away (Run away)
'Cause I'm fighting versions of me
And I can't trust that I see clearly
Run away
'Cause I'm treading water so deep
And a mind that's so abrasive

[Pre-Chorus]
Swear I've been trying, maybe I need some help
But I'm praying, loving, crying, writing but nothing's pushing the needle
'Cause I don't trust myself
(I don't trust myself, I don't trust myself)
I often feel like a stranger inside my own body
Damn these insecurities
Been building homes inside people
Like I don't love myself

[Chorus]
And again, over and over
Here again, over and over
And again, over and over
(Over and over and over again)
Here again, over and over
And again, over and over
Here again, over and over
(Over and over)

[Outro]
Maybe if I push my luck, I'll make it