Outside

(Verse 1)
I tried so hard to turn this around
But i'm lost in this feeling and i can't get out
Stuck in this situation that i'm hating, i'm making it worse by cutting myself and i'm making the hatred come out like a burst
Look what you did to cause this hurt
Killing myself doesn't make things work
You pushed me right into the dirt
I never thought it would end like this
Fucked up, wrists slit, dead in a ditch
I need to look at the bigger picture but i'm so fucking scared of it
You got me good and you left me scarred
I cut to deep and i went too far
I loved you but you pushed me hard
Already overdosed. Oh.. but i got one more bar. Oh..

(Verse 2)
Feeling like this everyday
This feeling just won't go away
I've felt like this for days and days and i just wanna fade away but i can't, and i know i can't
Got places to be
Got people to see
I can be happy, and i know i can
God, please help me i beg you
I'm not good in life
I always result to the knife
Next time that i see that knife i know that it's my fucking time up and i can't breathe
People seeing me but it's not me
This feeling like i'm gonna die anytime now
...I'm waiting for it patiently

(Chorus)
Everyday feels like a night time
I ain't no hero, i commit crimes
I'm sorry mamma when i say this but, next time...
Hear me out when i shout because this time, i'm going Outside
...Forever...