Outloud

I never felt like you wanted me to
Everything that you did, I'm through
Going back and forth again
I’m over it

Supply and demand is a sin
If I said it, I'll say it again
I will never fake it, so take heed
You will never simulate me

My bones, my head
My skin, my throat

I'm going nowhere
Every night
It’s so hard to feel
After everything you did to me

Nowhere, all the time
I can't bear to see
What is lurking
Inside of me

Now the weight is lifted
Never again

Never again will I trust it
Take my comfort
Give me pain

No matter what you say
You lied

But I can't bring myself to hate you
But I should hate you

If you take me back to where I am
I don't want it
It's creeping up
It's creeping up again
And here I am
And here I'll be

After everything
Don't take it back
You got what you want
And I wasted nearly half of my life

I guess everything comes with a price
But that’s alright
That’s all-

I'm going nowhere
Every night
It’s so hard to feel
It's so hard to feel