Outliar

[Hook]
I remember when I could stand on my two feet
I remember when I could open my eyes and see
And not another soul was by my side
Just me, myself & I
I remember when I fell apart inside

[Verse 1]
What happened to the days where I could look into the eye of you and tell that
Everything would be okay and that my fear would eventually slip away and that
I could make it out alive, no tears, no crying, no lying
Just trying to fix this broken building that we built on a cold autumn night and
It was you who I depended on, you were my rock, my fortress, now you’re just a
Stick of dynamite in the foundation, no reconciliation
Devastation pulling me apart every chance that you get, let’s forget that we even knew each other
I still got a brother on the other line waiting to hear every second of it
I could’ve sworn that I could’ve told you to stay the fuck out of my life
And you keep trying to call, that’s okay cause I fucking cut the phone line, I
Blocked your number, burned the photographs, sick of this load of crap that I’m getting
Write it down on paper, translate it to spitting
This love story, love fairy tale, now a nightmare on the night where I tore up
That rock and my fortress, now try to adore us, no hope for us
Just another broken heart, in a pile of millions, what difference does it make?
Should’ve known from day one that that kiss was my worst mistake
I’ll say

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
I woke up every day for the next two weeks trying to go a day without a tear on my cheek
I just can’t stop thinking about the fights and the love and the pushes and the shoves
I keep running around in circles thinking it was my fault when you threw me to the sidewalk but
Why should I be the one to talk? I was thinking of us when I put my fists to the drywall
The tears ran dry and the moment was gone but I can’t help wondering where I went wrong
Was is the silence or the song, it’s been so long (so long, so long)
What could I have done, when you were the one with your finger on the gun
And you were grinning as I look in your eyes, no remorse, no you showed none
Man, I ain’t got no business, wondering about this shit, we said it was the end of it
Then why do I feel like I got the worst end of the stick
Hate to be a dick, but you shouldn’t’ve been a bitch, it’s been a whole fucking year and
I’ve well-moved on, so don’t think that I want you back, if you ever hear this song
I’ve found happiness in a girl and this girl means the world and the very thought of you make me wanna motherfucking hurl
You ain’t never gonna find another guy that’ll treat you like I did, now that’s more like it
Put your thumb up and bite it, dig yourself a grave and hop inside it

[Hook]

“The quantity you envision relies on your perception
What you deny is the cure when you experience infection”