outlaw

[Verse 1]
Heartbreak Saturday mornin' night
Inquires, injuries, I'll be alright
Outlaws like me said, "Such is life"
They prophesied over me, I'll be alright
The first in too long, went outside
A mirror, I wanted to throw up in fire
Every part me was so loud (Except)
My desire to scream, unexpressed in the quiet

[Chorus]
Couldn't even spare one day for every month
Couldn't even spare two weeks but I'm still fucked
I was never upset at you, and I'm still not
It was always, "I never could live with you gone"
And now I can't think straight when you're up
And now I can't fucking sleep at all
A pathetic shell of who I was
Of a man that did nothing for you
I'll die a man that did nothing for you

[Verse 2]
Newsflash, something don't sit right
I meant not to be overt, I promise I tried
Outlaws like me said, "Such is life"
They sculpted me into something I despise
The first in too long, went outside
Watched myself and the last half year fall in real time
I think I would rather die than watch you lock
Falling apart at a life that could have been mine

[Chorus]
Couldn't even spare one day for every month
Couldn't even spare two weeks but I'm still fucked
I was never upset at you, and I'm still not
It was always, "I never could live with you gone"
And now I can't think straight when you're up
And now I can't fucking sleep at all
A pathetic shell of who I was
Of a man that did nothing for you
I'll die a man that did nothing for you