Track number 4 on Lil Raven’s new album “Tornado”. The song was produced by FalseCut and Vince LA. The song references to addiction problems as well as self esteem issues. Raven also references Lil Peep and Lil Tracy giving a nostalgic overtone to the track.
[Intro]
I'm the outcast, bitch, I know you know that
[Pre-Chorus]
Don't ask me why I'ma drink this whole bottle tonight
Don't ask me why I'm breaking down another time
I swear I've tried so hard, but I just can't seem to fit
And I'm not crying out for help, I just want you to listen
[Chorus]
And it might be all in my head
But I don't wanna leave this left unsaid
Don't even try to put your two cents in
'Cause you don't understand
You niggas think it's all good when it ain't
Why the fuck you think I got these tattoos on my face?
I don't care about the look, I wanna feel the pain
Sorry if you don't feel the same (I'm the outcast, bitch, I know you know that)
[Verse]
I know I'm not perfect
And I don't wanna be perfect (I'm the outcast, bitch, I know you know that)
I know I'm not worth shit
But I just wanna be worth it (I'm the outcast, bitch, I know you know that)
I know why you love me
And I know why you hate me (I'm the outcast, bitch, I know you know that)
But I don't give a fuck
I'ma pull up playin' Lil Peep and Lil Tracy (I'm the outcast, bitch, I know you know that)
I'm sorry mom
I'm addicted to these drugs, I'm addicted to this alcohol
And I'm a sex addict
Just accept me, don't change my habits
[Pre-Chorus]
Don't ask me why I'ma drink this whole bottle tonight
Don't ask me why I'm breaking down another time
I swear I've tried so hard, but I just can't seem to fit
And I'm not crying out for help, I just want you to listen
[Chorus]
And it might be all in my head
But I don't wanna leave this left unsaid
Don't even try to put your two cents in
'Cause you don't understand
You niggas think it's all good when it ain't
Why the fuck you think I got these tattoos on my face?
I don't care about the look, I wanna feel the pain
Sorry if you don't feel the same