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[Verse: Snowy]
There's somet wrong with me, I'm not normal
Everybody looking at me like I'm not normal
Truth is that I don't wanna be normal
The more I think about it, the more I'm not normal
Nottingham king, I'm feeling immortal
But really look in my brain - past tracks a portal
Really and truly I know that I'm awful
Even though I'm convincing myself I'm normal
It's easy for me to do an outburst
'Cause I never say what I'm thinking outwards
Chelsi's saying I should open up more
And Stevo's saying that councilling's for cowards
But I have to go every now and then
Otherwise I'll commit like it's now the end
N.A.T. played me a couple of my old tracks
At 16, I was proper down, it's leng
And my life's on repeat I'm losing myself
My mum told me she wish I was dead
Pass me the wap, fam, I'm on shooting myself
Check the Knots EP, I did the noose up myself
I'm taking a long hard look in the mirror
Not recognising who's in my self
I'm sick of tired of proving myself
Hit self destruct, I'm on nuking myself
But shout out Mangs now I'm here
Know I got love for the fam when I'm here
Feel like flow I'm the dan when I'm here
No baby-buggies or pram when I'm here
ADHD so I can't jam when I'm here
It's grands on grands on grands when I'm here
My head's liable to go bang when I'm here
So I just gotta stick to the plan while I'm here, while I'm here