​out of the blue

Sorry that was out of the blue, all those thing that I just told you

I don't blame you if you're feeling confused, I would too, I would too

Learning how untie that noose, properly groove by groove

On your lips I taste the regret, as we lay there in a cold sweat

And the floor tiles they feel just like, all the thoughts that I thought that I’d find

The actions and reflex, the moments in context. What we did to please them, the reasons, the reasons

And Hayley she got caught in a mess, she's got the next 5 weeks planned out paycheck to paycheck
Saving for the great exodus, and then it will all make sense, we’ll make sense of this mess

And I just think it's unfair, the way you like to say that I don't care
Or I'm not there when I'm still here, and every time we fight how it goes there

And I just want you to know
That when you left I really wanted to follow
I know I lied. I know what I said. I don't know why
Don't know why

We’re never coming back to this place
(take you all can! take all you can carry!)
But I just can't leave you this way
We're too young, it's too entrapping to stay
(I’ll take all your hurt! I’ll take all your hurt and carry it with me!)
I think you'll understand some day, but for now you just say

I keep “swimming away from your love”
I keep “swimming away from your love”
And the facts do prevail: yes I do make it tough
I keep “swimming away from your love”

And I know that it's nothing that you've never heard
But I fucked up the process when I said those words
Think it's too late, then I hear your voice through the phone
Say “ain't it nice to fuck up, and not be in it alone?”

I know that it's nothing that you've never heard
But I fucked up the process when I said those words
Think it's too late, then I hear your voice through the phone
Say “ain't it nice to fuck up, and not be in it alone?”

Yea, ain't it nice to fuck up, and not be in it alone?
Ain't it nice to fuck up and not be in it alone?