​out of spite

[Pre-Chorus]
I think I'm gonna fuck up every single thing in my life
Know that I'm a stuck up, everything I do is out of spite
I know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
I just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die

[Chorus]
Lately been on my own, and I walk this lone road
I wear my heart on my sleeve, she said I'm getting too cold
You say that I'm toxic, selfish, oh well, that's just how it goes
Keep making assumptions about me, look at you, what do you know?

[Bridge]
And lately, I been feeling better than ever
We not talk anymore, but maybe one day I'll write you a letter
And time goes on, and the bond we had continues to sever
Yeah, I guess I wish I never met her

[Verse]
You say one thing and do another
See the cracks, I see the bluffer
Too far gone, I'm under covers
Know that you want me to suffer
Look at you, I look at my reflection and I hate it
I don't know the last time I felt good emotion, heart's so vacant
Like, woah, woah, I'm moving so slow
Take a pill, I'm gone, I just do it all to cope
I'm just losing myself time and time again, I'm losing hope
Maybe one day I can really love again, reap what I sow
Like
What you really want from me, begging for my attention
I know that I love you and I hate you, got me torn over this tension
Feels like your just using me, these memories are stuck in my retention
Tryna get you out of my head but I still see you in my mentions

[Pre-Chorus]
I think I'm gonna fuck up every single thing in my life
Know that I'm a stuck up, everything I do is out of spite
I know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
I just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die
I think I'm gonna fuck up every single thing in my life
Know that I'm a stuck up, everything I do is out of spite
I know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
I just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die

[Chorus]
Lately, I been feeling better than ever
We not talk anymore, but maybe one day I'll write u a letter
And time goes on, and the bond we had continues to sever
Yeah, I guess I wish I never met her

[Outro]
And I've been doing better
Shoutout to my friends 'cause without 'em, I would never be in this position, so for them, I'ma be better
Fuck the opposition, I'ma go up, go-getter