What if all this was for nothing?
But I know that it wasn’t
Cuz I know it gave something
I wasn’t as hopeless as I was when
I didn’t have something to motivate me
To get up in the morning
No wonders I’m this annoyed with
Always ending up unemployed if
I even opened up my mouth
It’s preferred if I go with
The herd of no personalities
Where no one shows emotions
We’re forced to withhold it
But no one even once told us
That this was what life is about
But I wasn’t about to cop out
Have too much still to talk about
This time I thought it out
Reaching my deepest
To each and one of you now
Lets trade shoes a while
Then use it how
You feel it’s suitable
And if u misuse it I’ll
Find a way to utilize
What you might’ve thought
More prejudice than a juvenal
New denial isn’t soothing now
Got nothing to prove no more
Know what I’m doing now
Beyond approval about
On what I’m writing down
Know I can figure this out, no doubt
I’m growing dependent on this
But as long as I’m the one
Who’s doing all the deciding I won’t quit
Heart on my sleeve cuz it don’t fit
Behind my ribcage cuz this void is
Consuming all hope I would avoid this
Assuming if I’m broke and can’t afford it
With time I lose sight of what’s important
And fall back into the line and choose to forfeit
Incorporated in my spine to force this morbid
Excuse of passing time, at times enormous
Clouds orbit around, I’m too torn to sort this
Bipolar mind and each side is morphing
Into a complete torture, can’t afford to
Continue more if the feeling is forceful
Unremorseful, tired of open up doors to
People too weak to be resourceful
Gotta put myself first, and make it forth to
Front lines or crawl back to a distort view
Cuz I donno where to resort to
When it feels like I’m out of options to go through
Out of options was written by Joe L.
Out of options was produced by Juno Adonis.
Joe L released Out of options on Mon May 14 2018.