out of it

[Intro: avoidr]
Yeah-uh, the pain’s getting greater
You don’t know, yeah you love me harder
Yeah-uh, the numbness getting better
You don’t know, I don’t wanna live no more

[Chorus: avoidr & LeXanax]
I put a knife to my heart, I’ve been dying now
Killing myself, bleeding out, losing all of it
You really thought that I’d be living in a world like this
That’s kinda silly of you to pursue, I’m out of it
Still pursuing all of it, I said it’s a waste
Come find me in the dark, I really miss your face
I could give you my heart if it would make a difference
I could choose to believe but it’s all just fiction

[Verse: avoidr]
Hell nah, you thought I’m living in a world like this?
Oh girl, you don’t know what is going on
Help me, I’m stuck inside of this endless loop
Nightmares, that’s what I’m trying to be living in

[Verse: LeXanax]
Everything you say is a complete contradiction
Wanting me to stay then you’re leaving without saying
I’ve been losing sleep, all my dreams are haunted
Said you wanted me yet you don’t like who I am

[Pre-Chorus: avoidr]
I’m so stuck inside an endless loop
I don’t know if I’m holding on
I’m so stuck inside an endless loop
I don’t know if I can trust you now

[Chorus: avoidr & LeXanax]
I put a knife to my heart, I’ve been dying now
Killing myself, bleeding out, losing all of it
You really thought that I’d be living in a world like this
That’s kinda silly of you to pursue, I’m out of it
Still pursuing all of it, I said it’s a waste
Come find me in the dark, I really miss your face
I could give you my heart if it would make a difference
I could choose to believe but it’s all just fiction

[Outro: avoidr]
That’s kinda silly of you
That’s kinda silly of you
To pursue, I'm out of it
To pursue, I'm out of it
That’s kinda silly of you
That’s kinda silly of you
To pursue, I'm out of it
To pursue, I'm out of it