Out Of Cards

Imma afraid of failure at the road start
I still call a five years struggle a road start
It's old man brain too old that uses usual cards
I can't believe i stood sane without showing alil hardness
Stuck in the bottom couldn't be available at the normal
Charts nonexistence of support the propaganda is too short
Frozed but i can't stop , chocked but i won't drop it
There is hope but i know that my worst it is still comin'

And i can't understand what i been through
Every good moment thinking got them blowed
Can't enjoy the ride down the road
Any available chance i slam the door
Ignoring them but i search for more
If i want to produce i swap floors
How about selling my music but i can't afford
To get it to the store
How do you get to talk about friends
Get in trouble and tell me what happens
The closest ones the backstabers making none
No matter how much i added

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And i became capable of nothing but wasting time
All im doing is waiting for my name to shine
They said work hard to make your dream true
But im staying sleeping to keep seeing it

The fear inside dragging me to wait and hide
Motivation ! they lied they didn't show the dark side of it
They cut a 5 minute struggle in 5 minute song
May not understand it but i don't find it motivation
It's a bad memory chasing me blowing every moment
I started hated all that work and passion i been saving
I shouldn't let any moment pass without showing that
I deserve