Out My Head

[Intro]
You told me I would drown back then in the water
You didn't know I could swim
Waiting on someone to make an offer
'Fore everything closes in
But I know I've seen some better things
But most have been the worst
And I have tried to find the silver line
And I can't get there first

[Chorus]
I lie awake in my mistakes
And I elate my entire brain
I hide my face 'cause I'm ashamed
But really it's just me to blame
It's just me to blame
I'm forcеd to go overthinking
It's Friday night and we're thinking
Keep shining light likе you're glistening
Yeah, give gifts like everyday's Christmas
I hope you don't ever forget
But I'm sick of feeling so depressed
And I know that I lie to myself like I'm fine
But I'm not gon' give up just yet
And one day I'll be like you, yeah
Some day I'll find my truth but
Today I feel like I'm just dying
And one day I'll raise the roof, yeah
I've lost but I won't lose, yeah
At least I know we're all still trying

[Verse]
Yeah, some days you wake up and feel like it's over
Like you need someone to lean but you can't find a shoulder
What if I told you that you were a soldier?
You just staring at the thorns so you can't see the roses
Cry you a ocean then get back in motion
Stay on your toes 'cause they're hoping you choke
They got another script for you
They just can't find a docious
Post it on your socials tryna blame it on culture
Just another day crying all on yourself
Feeling atrocious, I hope that you know this
All the people around you, they love you death
So take all the bad thoughts and put 'em to rest

[Chorus]
I lie awake in my mistakes
And I elate my entire brain
I hide my face 'cause I'm ashamed
But really it's just me to blame
It's just me to blame
I'm forced to go overthinking
It's Friday night and we're thinking
Keep shining light like you're glistening
Yeah, give gifts like everyday's Christmas
I hope you don't ever forget
But I'm sick of feeling so depressed
And I know that I lie to myself like I'm fine
But I'm not gon' give up just yet
And one day I'll be like you, yeah
Some day I'll find my truth but
Today I feel like I'm just dying
And one day I'll raise the roof, yeah
I've lost but I won't lose, yeah
At least I know we're all still trying