Ordinary Feeling

Half the time I'm lying,
Pushing, pulling, trying
Making good excuses for my laziness
Bad habits on the shelf,
Seem to jump off by themselves
I'm my own defendant, who's the witness?
Let's not talk of love,
Who's below and what's above
You're only in and out
Of one or the other
I dreamed I hit the wall,
Had a kinda call
Dreamed I hit the wall

All I need is ordinary feelings
All I need is the beating in my chest
Stay where you are
Up against the ceiling
Be at rest, be at rest

Had such magic dreams,
As a holy body sings
And now the cursed night just brings darkness
Meanwhile all along,
We were vital, we were strong
Something of the miracle of star glows
Don't give me just a fix,
One of those stupid mental tricks
I only walk in one of four directions
Do you wanna please me?
Do you wanna please me?
Something seizes me

All I really need is ordinary feelings
All I need is the beating in my chest
Stay where you are
Up against the ceiling
Be at rest, be at rest