Ordinary

[Chorus]
Listen, I'm alone, fuck, the whole world scares me
Girl I'm holdin’ on by a thread, I’m barely
Gettin’ through the days cuz I'm treated unfairly
I'm the furthest thing from ordinary
Listen, I'm alone, fuck, the whole world scares me
Girl I'm holdin’ on by a thread, I’m barely
Gettin’ through the days cuz I'm treated unfairly
I'm the furthest thing from ordinary

[Verse]
The person lookin’ back at me is the one that I need help against
I tried makin’ friends but in the end, I'm by myself again
I’d rather be invisible instead of overwhelming them
I thought of ending everythin’ instead of fuckin’ tellin’ them
That I'm simply dead already, psychopath, my head ain't steady
Sick of havin’ suicidal thoughts, I got more than plenty
Why can't I be ordinary? Bein’ me is sort of scary
Cuz I gotta deal with burdens that I was born to carry
Stop for a second, look at the time, I can feel it slip away from me
I said on my darkest days that I'm afraid and it's okay to be
But now when I look at myself, why the hell am I afraid of me?
I'm goin’ far away to a distant place, I’ll find a way to leave
I’ll open up my chest and let you see what is inside
You'll see so many paranormal things you can't describe
There's monsters livin’ in me that are eatin’ me alive
I'm turnin’ into someone, I don't even recognize
Who I am (Who I am)
Girl, goddamn (Girl, goddamn)
What the fuck is wrong with me? I’m sorry, I don't understand
They can hate on me, they shady, but my fate is in my hands
They can hate on me but baby, they ain't messin’ up my plans
DRB, my vibe is rainy, high as fuck in a Mercedes
Bitch the flow is like Euphrates, always dress like it’s the 80’s
I'm in touch with our creators, I’ve already met our makers
I'm a sinner, not your savior, Takin’ off, I'll see you later
I’m holdin’ it down for the loners and people that know that they’ll never fit in
And since the beginnin’, I’ve been an anomaly livin’ a life full of sin
Don't be afraid to go searchin’ your soul cuz freedom's discovered within
The truth of the matter is that nothin’ matters, I spit to inspire the kids
There's too many prisons and too many villains
Too many victims and too many flaws
Too much religion and too much division
Too much positions and too many guards
They want me to fail, but I’ma prevail
So fuck all the doubters, I’m beatin’ the odds
The facts are unveiled and what they entail
Is everythin’ we know is just a facade
Down for the count, I’m about to amount
To a clown full of doubt with a frown on the ground
What if I would’ve found that without my sound
I wouldn’t be worth shit, just a bunch of pounds
Of flesh and bones, only heaven knows
Everyday that I wake is a steppin’ stone
Take, take what you can in this Game of Thrones
Take, take what you can, don't bitch and moan
I took my life on a different road
I want love and peace, not cars and clothes
My secrets, they better stay disclosed
I'm strange and I can’t change, that's a no
Got a twisted mind but I’m wicked with the words
And I simplify what I write in a verse
I'll be mystified when I ride in a hearse
Don't sympathize when I die in the dirt
I'm alright but I'm like better listen, I fight fright with a mic from a distance
My whole lifetime, I’ve been a misfit, once it's over, I’m gonna miss it
Agnostic type, not a Christian, We cannot define our existence
I'm narcotic, I’m inefficient, I'm psychotic, I’m insufficient

[Chorus]
Listen, I'm alone, fuck, the whole world scares me
Girl I'm holdin’ on by a thread, I’m barely
Gettin’ through the days cuz I'm treated unfairly
I'm the furthest thing from ordinary
Listen, I'm alone, fuck, the whole world scares me
Girl I'm holdin’ on by a thread, I’m barely
Gettin’ through the days cuz I'm treated unfairly
I'm the furthest thing from ordinary