Orange Blood

[Verse]
They'll never understand you and I told you
You playing with that flame, that shit gon' burn you
Tears walk down my face because I'm hurting
Sometimes I wish I was a different person
Sometimes I wish I had my mom to hold me
This journey through the darkness, it gets lonely
The people closest to me barely know me
Not much I wouldn't give to see my homies
I been known to hide within my own walls
Broke these diamonds blind you from my own flaws
Lying to myself because I had to
This life things are never еnding battles
But all this shit is all I ever prayеd for
And Lord knows that this shit is what I'm made for
It's 3AM girl, fuck you think you came for?
All this hating, don't you think they'd hate more
Now I think of bucks I gotta spend
I pray to God, forgive me for my sins
'Cause I told her that I loved her, lied again
And I know that she gon' hold me in the end
Just take me back to when life was more simple
Used to write my name in raindrops on my windows
Nowadays I don't give out my info
Not unless you wanna fuck, I need initials
I been known to hide within my own walls
Please don't be offended if I don't call
I'm probably high as fuck, I'm probably dozed off
All these fucking drugs I need to load off
Going back and forth 'bout shit that ain't true
She said this on lately you just ain't you
Don't you ever let this bullshit change you
You made me a promise you would stay you
And would stay true