Optimistic (ft. Caspr)

[Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]
My skull numb and my head high
I'm feeling optimistic something wicked in my system
You know me, I had to get right
It ain't my fault she woke up next to a dead guy
I feel too alive, I must be out my mind
Rolling off a tesla, this not no test drive
You know me, I had to get right
It's not my fault she woke up next to a dead guy

[Verse 1: Caspr]
I've been optimistic
I'm dying, but who is it?
You were a part of me, until I lost it
You're tired of blowing kisses
Off the drugs, well, like, who is it?
Going out of life is so exhausting
Got a different point of view is the reason why I hate my life
Real reason why I don't think twice
Sometimes, I wanna' end my life
But I think it's gon' be alright, be okay
See you every single day
Recognize these voices in the wall and I'm seeing your face

[Chorus: Jaxxon D. Silva]
My skull numb and my head high
I'm feeling optimistic something wicked in my system
You know me, I had to get right
It ain't my fault she woke up next to a dead guy
I feel too alive, I must be out my mind
Rolling off a tesla, this not no test drive
You know me, I had to get right
It's not my fault she woke up next to a dead guy

[Verse 2: Jaxxon D. Silva]
I'm sick of seeing red lights every time I close my eyes
I can't sleep at night, I go to bed high
Thank god that my bitch got sex drive

[Outro: Jaxxon D. Silva]
My skull numb and my head high
I'm feeling optimistic something wicked in my system
You know me, I had to get right
It ain't my fault she woke up next to a dead guy