Opposite of Crazy

[Verse 1]
Growing up, I was called thirty-three teeth, mm-mm
'Cause my smile was the biggest in the team, mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm
Football practice was my day of the week
'Til the ball hit what I've smiled with
But I smiled

[Verse 2]
Mom and dad never liked to shout in front of me
We were seen as this perfect family, mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm
'Til my dad threw the ring on the floor
Didn't say a word
Mom just smiled as he walked away
She just smiled

[Chorus]
Oh, oh
But the opposite of crazy
Is still crazy crazy
Can't smile when I wanna cry
I'm not a Gemini
But the opposite of crazy
Is still pretty fucking crazy

[Verse 3]
I wish it would rain like it did ten summers ago
When I just couldn't not let it go
Flood my pillows behind pink doors
Like pink glasses, I hid behind to never show
Any pain

[Chorus]
Oh, oh
But the opposite of crazy
Is still crazy crazy
Can't smile when I wanna cry
I'm not a Gemini
But the opposite of crazy
Is still pretty fucking crazy

[Bridge]
(Ten summers ago)
I think that thunder coming out of my bedroom
(Ten summers ago)
Was a cry for help to heal my young wounds
(Ten summers ago)
But all I've shown and everything you've seen
Was a rainbow
Ever since

[Chorus]
Oh, oh
But the opposite of crazy
Is still crazy crazy
Can't smile when I wanna cry
I'm not a Gemini
But the opposite of crazy
Is still pretty fucking crazy