Opiate Addict

Opiate addict
I done been through the pain
I been mixing up the sprite
I been sipping Purple Rain
I got molly on the table
And I mix it with the 'caine
I been high as hell
I been fucking up my brain
I been in my head
I been running from myself
I been yelling out
I been screaming out for help
She tell me when I'm sober that I don't act like myself
You can't get mad at the dealer for the cards that you're dealt

Speaking of the dealer
Yeah my plug he called again
He told me that he got some brand new perky 30s in
You saw my face light up like I was smoking halogen
The devil came a'knockin, yeah you had to let him in
Now I do Em like D-Bo
Cause these bitches my sons
I hit the freethrow
Imma get the and-one
That boy a cheat code
Said he want beef but that boy a no show

Pills in my right hand
Your heart in the other
It always come down to this so
Why do I even bother

Opiate addict
I done been through the pain
I been mixing up the sprite
I been sipping Purple Rain
I got molly on the table
And I mix it with the 'caine
I been high as hell
I been fucking up my brain
I been in my head
I been running from myself
I been yelling out
I been screaming out for help
She tell me when I'm sober that I don't act like myself
You can't get mad at the dealer for the cards that you're dealt

Feeling like myself off these pills
Asking myself is it worth all the thrills
Asking myself "Is it my choice?"
Asking myself "Is this my life?"
Why don't it feel like I can do anything I put my mind to
Probably 'cause people be telling me that
"You're not worth giving a dime to"

Pills in my right hand
Your heart in the other
It always come down to this so
Why do I even bother

Opiate addict
I done been through the pain
I been mixing up the sprite
I been sipping Purple Rain
I got molly on the table
And I mix it with the 'caine
I been high as hell
I been fucking up my brain
I been in my head
I been running from myself
I been yelling out
I been screaming out for help
She tell me when I'm sober that I don't act like myself
You can't get mad at the dealer for the cards that you're dealt