Open Letter

[Intro: Elijah Kyle]
Alan on the beat
Yeah, open letter

[Verse 1: Elijah Kyle]
Yeah, Dear E, I know you're thousands of miles away
But there's so much shit up on my chest I really gotta say
You know I'm strong, you always told me there's another way
It's crazy you can make me smile, even on my darkest days
But dad passin', my mom has been steady hurtin'
Drinkin' throughout the days and they problems seem to resurface
I'm really startin' to question what is my purpose with a family full of talent
I'm talentless without a purpose, what's my purpose, G?
Was nothing ever what it seems?
And every person I would die for only wants to see me bleed
The only time I feel alive is when I listen to your tunes
And I self-reflect on my future but my demons still consume
My only thoughts are self-directed, bullets aimin' at my brain
Too afraid to load the trigger, tell no one about my pain
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired each fuckin' day
They say that misery loves company but I just run away
This music shit is all I got, thank you for savin' my life
I love you both, EK and Blitz, I really need your advice
I understand that you are busy like I truly understand
I just hope that we can speak soon, sincerely, both your biggest fans
Once again, shit, I don't wanna be a burden
Just know that when I'm low, I play your music and it saves my life
And thank you both for your service to the game
Not too many reals are left, pray you always stay the same
It's an open letter

[Interlude: King Blitz]
Damn, he said all that?
Let me-let me get the next one
Aight

[Verse 2: King Blitz]
Look, I see your views and all your music on the internet
You're reactin' to K-Pop, you really into that?
I can't front 'cause you put me onto a couple
I like watchin' you help me cheer myself up when I'm in a struggle
I ain't doin' good
Seem like my life is spinnin' backwards
Until the day I seen you had released that song with Atlus
It was good 'cause I related, I was goin' through the same
Favorites on my playlist is with you and EK, remain
I think it's cool that you respond to all your fans
When you followed, I had to screenshot it and show my friends
Even when you respond late, I know you busy so it's cool
'Cause in the near future, who really gon' think they got a chance?
Uhh, but anyways, I want to forward you some of my work
Just to show appreciation for humbleness and hard work
I seen you on your lives and then your eyes, I see you tired
But I also see the hunger makes what passion in your drive
'Cause I also got dreams and I see you reachin' 'em
But when I close my eyes, I just ain't seein' 'em
At least the ones around me don't agree with 'em
So I don't express myself a lot 'cause I don't see no need for it
And your music self-awareness is the biggest lesson
And EK's catalog is the biggest blessin'
No way that the whole word tryna tear me down
But when I hear y'all music, it just won't let it
What do you do when you feel like you're all alone
In a room full of people who know no blood are callin' my home
And I'm seeking my independence for somethin' to call my own
'Cause I'm havin' too many thoughts of what it's like if I was gone
And I don't wanna
I figured I'd reach out just like you told me
Funny, met you through a screen but I feel like you know me
I know it's stupid but it's really for the better
'Cause I'm runnin' out of options and I hope you see this open letter
Yeah