Released on May 10th, 2021 on Soundcloud, open serves as the first release to feature amicitia’s vocals.
open uses a free type beat produced by ae beats, titled “blur.” It was uploaded on ae’s YouTube channel around July 6th, 2020, nearly a year before open was released.
[Spoken Intro: amicitia]
"Just to get something off my chest..."
[Verse: amicitia]
Present got mind frozen
I'm in the house like a child whose mouth is wide open
The only time I post with y’all is if that guap’s posted
Never lie, I’m flower-focused
I’m honest
Plus my heart's where my AKAI is
Mother’s lullabies the only thing I know, I’m childish
I cling onto my goddess when her body’s where my mind is
I ditched my opportunities to be another prophet
I need guidance
The guilt still makes me trip over my vicеs
Peace is all I got
Don’t try to fumble what you'rе offered
I got people I cut off 'cause they ain’t like me
Both ways, I know they spite me
And it pains me, thinking 'bout it
I never thought I’d be surrounded by my problems
So when they say their positives
I flinch when I’m provided
Another convo where I fold, they know it’s common
(Shit)
My life like my apartment bill
Every time I think about my smile, I’m never fond of it
open was written by amicitia.
open was produced by HADY MOAMER - هادي معمر & AE Beats.
i wrote open around 3 or 4 in the morning in my grandmother’s basement bedroom during a week stay at her house, weeks following my grandfather dying. i think writing the verse took about 15-30 minutes & recording took around the same amount of time. i recorded my verse with the mic on this pair...
initially this wasn’t going to be released but i ultimately decided against vaulting it.
but, i wanted to keep it unreleased for a few reasons: for one, this was a vent track i made for the sake of hearing myself attempt to make sense of the trauma i was struggling with.
i didn’t want to drop it al...
i was bored