Onstar

[Verse]
Emaciated, tummy tight, spending, find the value in myself
Independent, fuck who follow in my cell
Scratching at the walls see me bleeding through my fingernails
Thinking back to when I had to swipe for bills
Maybe spend it on some pills, baby, do it all for thrills
I ain’t hang around no nigga that won’t kill for me
Don’t you forget i was that nigga in the backseat
Cracking jokes to white folks and fucking wannabes
But they not laughing now, doubt they wanna hear the sound
Of pounds around town dropping till a man down
I don’t care if a cracker gotta drown in led
Browning to his skin, hit his fingers to his head
You ain’t never brew in the stu, what i do is unshakable
Different wavelengths, most these niggas unrelatable
They got the same strength, crush the twig as i break them both
Blood sweat and tears poured into this to make it drinkable
I’m not one that’s for the talk
Y’all niggas smearing syllables
Then wonder why yo bitch is in the chalk
Dust to dust, ash to ash, can’t wash away the past
Puff away anxiety, I talk about it way too fast
I build myself a world that’s meant to last
So I castaway from ship, keep talking out ya ass
I stay quiet when I spas, digging deeper in my shit
Inna pit with my demons they be moshing when i spit

[Outro]
Inner turmoil, I've been tryna keep my piece
Soul slippin' out my hand the other blowin trees
Head heavy, every step is harder to breathe
Clinching teeth through my sheets, bitch, I'm falling beneath