this song kinda goes along with the lyrics to “miss being happy”, because i wrote them around the same time. i was in a really rough place in my relationship & it completely occupied my mind. it had me questioning everything about myself, my coping mechanisms, & my self-destructive qualities...
[Verse 1]
Staying up, acting tough
Feelin' like it's the first time we been in love
Feeling nothing
We're the only ones alive
And I don't see what's the big deal
I know you love me for what I am
But I still question if everything I know's a lie
I don't wanna know
[Chorus]
We're far away and I'm falling
And you're getting bored
When I was so sure that I had it all
I don't wanna bother you no more
I don't wanna bother you
[Drop]
Only one-
[Chorus]
We're far away, I'm falling
And you're getting bored
When I was so sure that I had it all
I don't wanna bother you no more
I don't wanna bother the you
[Drop]
Only one-
[Verse 2]
Waking up, feelin' rough
Feelin' like we're almost done
Tired of love
Baby, tell me we're alright
Never ever wanted this, but I got it now
You take me so high
I miss the underground
It's never your fault
Is it mine somehow?
I don't wanna know
[Chorus]
We're far away, I'm falling
And you're getting bored
When I was so sure that I had it all
I don't wanna bother you no more
I don't wanna bother you
[Drop]
Only one-
[Chorus]
We're far away, I'm falling
And you're getting bored
When I was so sure that I had it all
I don't wanna bother you no more
I don't wanna bother you no more
[Drop]
Only one-