Only October [Explicit]

[Intro]
Sat on the floor
Fuck it's cold on this train
My headphones died and the signals down again
Looking for reasons to believe in a heart that's barely beating
Is the city even good for me?
Is it even good for me?

[Verse 1]
To the hotel in a taxi through the rain
There's no windows in this room is it night or day?
Looking for reasons to believe in a song I'm barely feeling
I'll be heading home soon anyway

[Chorus]
I'm freaking out
Is it already over
Over my shoulder now
I'm leaving town
Is it already over
It's only October, how?

[Verse 2]
Back at home
No one seems to stick around
When I give myself some time
I feel I'm missing out
Is the city even good for me?
Is it even good for me?

[Chorus]
I'm freaking out
Is it already over
Over my shoulder now
I'm leaving town
Is it already over
It's only October, how?

[Bridge]
I'm running circles
Caught in cycles
Silly me for chasing dreams when I can't even sleep
Tun the light out
And hit the brakes now
I live and breathe the lightning speed
I need to slow down

[Outro]
I'm leaving town
Is it already over
It's only October, how?