[Chorus]
Only look outside when it rains
It's three or four or five, but I'm wide awake
Only look outside when it rains
I say I'm okay even though I'm not okay
Only look outside when it rains
Use me, use me, then throw me away
Only look outside when it rains
Just so I can feel a damn thing
Only look outside when it rains
I can't lose, it's just too much at stake
Only feel alive 'cause of pain
I got visions of me goin' insane, I can't catch a break
[Verse]
Only got friends when it pays
Fuck a fan, only God knows if I stay
Man, I tried so hard to keep me sane
Tough job to always keep an eye out for the snakes
And I laugh from time to time
Just to make it seem like I'm alright
And I ride for mine, for mine
It's the only thing keepin' me alive
[Chorus]
Only look outside when it rains
It's three or four or five, but I'm wide awake
Only look outside when it rains
I say I'm okay even though I'm not okay
Only look outside when it rains
Use me, use me, then throw me away
Only look outside when it rains
Just so I can feel a damn thing
Only look outside when it rains
I can't lose, it's just too much at stake
Only feel alive 'cause of pain
I got visions of me goin' insane, I can't catch a break
[Verse]
Only got friends when it pays
Fuck a fan, only God knows if I stay
Man, I tried so hard to keep me sane
Tough job to always keep an eye out for the snakes
And I laugh from time to time
Just to make it seem like I'm alright
And I ride for mine, for mine
It's the only thing keepin' me alive
Only Look Outside, When It Rains was written by Sierra Kidd.
Only Look Outside, When It Rains was produced by .
Pain released Only Look Outside, When It Rains on Tue Jul 12 2022.
In the beginning I hid the pain
But then it became impossible to hide
Numbers changed nothing
It probably enhanced the pain
Because I was thinking
What am I doing wrong?
I got all those blessings
Why am I feeling this way?
Started losing weight because
Not even Eating was giving me joy
Anymore
I cov...