Only God Knows

I ain't never been a drinker but I am now
Its like too many prayers can I let down
And I ain't trying to place blame on anything im still waiting on a change but I guess I'm gonna wait a while
WHERE DID I GO WRONG!
Was it the loaded gun that I took
Cause I never could trust anyone
Or was it when I use to run around town
With girls I knocked down knowing they will never be the one

Baby only God knows
Everything I've been through
Broke when Im rinsed through
Mental ill issues
Baby only god knows
The pane the struggle and the weight from the world that i carry everyday
Baby only got knows!
Did i really try?
Even though i break down on the inside
Baby only god knows (baby only God knows!), baby only god knows (baby only God knows!)

Granded had to keep them coming
Lord knows i need something strong
Whisky tipsy i can't feel it
No I don't know why I stay gone
What would I be if I never came back from that broken home
The special pills at the time made it feel right when I know its wrong
Mamma sent a letter from the pit of tisory
Always deep in the indistry
Your see the smiling diamond shining
But they don't know, they don't know a thing about me
Slipped and fell so many times walking down that only road
But I got on my feed
So every night I thank God I ain't the man that I used to be

Baby only God knows
Everything I've been through
Broke when Im rinsed through
Mental ill issues
Baby only god knows
The pane the struggle and the weight from the world that i carry everyday
Baby only got knows!
Did i really try?
Even though i break down on the inside
Baby only god knows (baby only God knows!), baby only god knows (baby only God knows!)

Only God knows that Ive been knocked down
I count the times that I was looking for two new beginnings that have been crossed out
Lost count
I can't even paint a mental picture a mental picture of what I see in my future its fiction and I've been lost now
Ohh
Its like im like designed to find my was and Go
Ive been trying so many times to put my head up off the floor
I don't wanna die by living I want my mind to let Go
I just wanna let them know
My past dont define person that I am now
I take accountability for all of my let downs
And if they want to trade my name I swear I will never do the same
And imma let them do there thing untel I'm in the ground
(cause baby)

Baby only God knows
Everything I've been through
Broke when Im rinsed through
Mental ill issues
Baby only god knows
The pane the struggle and the weight from the world that i carry everyday
Baby only got knows!
Did i really try?
Even though i break down on the inside
Baby only god knows (baby only God knows!), baby only god knows (baby only God knows!)