Only feel dread

I don't wanna get attached, can u tell me that's cool?
If i needa sit back, i can try that too
All i do is smoke pack, i can't even lie to you
I can't even relax, it's all i wanna try to do

You ain't even gotta front, you can say that's that
You be lyin through your teeth, do you think i'm sad?
You been tearin through a seam that you can't sow back
Put my heart on a string can u take it back

I'm off three different drugs i can't seem to see u
B*tch i hate wat i am, think i needa redo
If you'd stop and you'd think, would you still lie?
Ima stop ima pour and i hope i die too

Am i rly trippin? yea i hope u feel bad
Why you stay in my dreamz? can u get out my head
Bl**d stains ona sheetz ima cut in my bed
Everyday been da same ya i only feel dread