Searching for my deity
Know I have to see me free
People only feeling me when they see the thrill in me
God knows I’ve been curving since I’ve seen the scenery
Finding soul really on my own I need to be at peace
Been determined to preserve my dome while the home is burning
Niggas know, if they want the smoke
They can get the furnace
Still tho, I’ve been on my way
Really pressing to fulfil code
Wrestle with my faith even though I know to still hope
Still gross, my virtue might hurt you i got ambition in my blood flow
Soaked in my history I was meant to be a cutthroat
If they could listen they’d follow god as the sun rose
How could I talk, I’ve been around like ya dun know
Done the up most
Where the love go?
We’ve been too close to seeing god as the guns blow
Shown their true colours I don’t know how to react
They share my blood they’re shedding blood enough to make me relapse
That’s kinda cap
To find my way I have to bond or detach
And that’s ON GOD
I’ve have to look upon my wrongs to snap back
Still they question my sanity, like it’s days with Chappelle
I be screaming right back at them man they hate when I’m myself
I need a piece just like Martin so I can wil out in detail
I self sustain to keep myself in sane
Nothing like the self
Validate your own pain, no one really knows your hell
Levitate my own way, with my Buddha and an L
Formulate my own grace
Orchestrate my own fate
If my spirit does stray
Then I know I got myself