One Year

[Intro:]
Ayo, let´s talk about the unpleasant truth

[Verse 1:]
Almost one year went by
How was it like to live a normal life?
Can´t remember we had something like time?
Environment and my friends went so quite
Just me and the ceiling that is covering the sky
I´m sitting here looking at the same walls
Every time the same people
Since ten months the same dirt where is now your fucking Jesus?
Givе me my freedom back
A demon in my head and еverything is evil
And you pretend to be peaceful while depression becomes lethal
There is rusts on my shoulders I´m awake but I´m still sleeping
Am I the only one who´s talking to his demons?
Nobody wants to listen
They ain´t care at all
Cause everybody demands I should leave my youth behind
Want me to say "I´m fine"
Like it´s a normal thing even though it´s a lie
"Use your time cause the only thing that matters is tomorrow"
But how I wanna live if I lost my will long ago?
Bitch you don´t know how it feels to sit ten months in the same hole (Bitch!)
You become nineteen only once so pls let me use that role
It´s easy said cause you had your time and now you point your finger at us
Do you can´t remember?
You sat once in the same crowded school bus
If you read between the lines it was a diss regarding all your stuff
Some rules work some can be put back in your butts
I´m not against it but senseless rules ain´t enough

[Bridge 1:]
It took eight years to finish school
Eight years of learning and hard work
Eight years knowing someday it´ll all be gone
With an end that gives me good memories of all the stuff we had done
Probably the best time of your life
A huge character development since we met in class five
Imagine you don´t get a chance for celebrating and saying bye
Sorry adults it´s not a big deal
You also sat with eighteen one year in a room?
How did you feel?

[Verse 2:]
So, I was brave but where are my presents?
You told me I will get´em
If I follow your instructions
All I got was nothing
So explain me it´s function
When everything we sacrifice eventually solve a problem
And every step we go doesn´t help to fix that problem
Shut up!
I´m complaining at a high level I know
But I´m not the only one with an empty vessel
So I try the best I can do to help you with this pencil
Heaven might left you but I´m still here
When you go to sleep it´s ma voice that you will hear
Gonna speak the truth even if you cover your ears
Let me give you a backbone and a voice
For all the people all alone with no other choice
All the things you´ve been through
Against every people treating you like toys
All those motherfuckers that can´t live without to make any noise
Every single train of thought which has been spoiled
You are looking for the simple answer (that´s a weak character)
What a shame we were once a nation
And now there is nothing left of it
Who can you trust when it´s all about the money?
Funny you´ll probably never know
What´s the truth and what´s the lie?
Sometimes you just asking "why"
I don´t feel well I forgot how to cry
Maybe that´s the most harmless damage from all this trash
Your actions doesn´t make any sense
But instead it´s an annihilation of everything based on what you call self-defense

[Bridge 2:]
This was one year that will never come back
Trapped in a cage like a rat
One year mostly the color black
We are the reason for the plaque
One year wasted it´s a gap
What happens when the economy collapse?
One year and we are so fed up
Strangely enough, depression kills probably more than a half
Now discuss:
What you wanna get when there´s nothing left than dust?

[Outro:]
Well
I guess that´s our youth now
We have to pay for your shit after all