One Year

Been about one year
And i might just tell you how i feel
I'm not so sure i can
I open my mouth way too much
But i can't right now
I got too much going on in my head

I feel safe with you
But i think that i might hate the truth
And maybe i'm losing my mind
This is so picture perfect
Losing on the inside
See it on the surface
Give me a sec just to breath

You can tell when i'm happy 'cause i'm singing
Maybe this time i'mma wing it
Getting kinda loud ears ringing
Piece it together i feel it
All the way up to my ceiling
Where my fan just spins all day

Twenty times i've ripped my pride apart
Twenty times i've denied my heart
Maybe it's time maybe it's time
I did something dangerous, oh

Been about one year
And i might just tell you how i feel
I'm not so sure i can
I open my mouth way too much
But i can't right now
I got too much going on in my head

I feel safe with you
But i think that i might hate the truth
That maybe i'm losing my mind
This is so picture perfect
Losing on the inside
See it on the surface
Give me a sec just to breath

Just know that you been on my mind
I know i'm not wasiting my time
I know that you're feeling the same way
So why won't you give me a sign
The kids have just been losing their minds
While i've just been taking my time
When it comes to breaking my bones
And breaking my heart i can't decide

Twenty times i've ripped my pride apart
Twenty times i've denied my heart
Maybe it's time maybe it's time
I did something dangerous, oh

Such a waste to be alone
But i just smash my phone
This anxiety that it's inside of me feels like a knife
And i dunno where to go
Sometimes i wish i could do it all over
Take it back to the days when i wasn't older
But we all grow up all grow up one day
But you don't get that til it's over

Trainwreck in my head and i'm feeling like woah
Photograph on the floor thinking 'bout you
And it's kinda crazy but this is amazing
I don't really get that so often
Stuck up in my head like a coffin
I guess i had it but i guess i lost it
Sometimes i feel like a problem
I hope you can solve it

Been about one year
And i might just tell you how i feel
I'm not so sure i can
I open my mouth way too much
But i can't right now
I got too much going on in my head

I feel safe with you
But i think that i might hate the truth
That maybe i'm losing my mind
This is so picture perfect
Losing on the inside
See it on the surface
Give me a sec just to breath

[it'll work i... just don't wanna screw it up, you know?]