One in the chamber

[Chorus]
I'm sorry my love
I'm trying but I'm really 'bouta put one in the chamber
Don't save me
I'm so done
With trying my best not to seem like such a fucking failure
Don't save me

[Verse 1]
Is it too much for me to say
That I want to go away?
But I get faded
In replacement
And you hate how I behave
You avoid when I'm estranged
Cause I think dangerous
And I don't blame you
I feel dangerous enough
To spill my brains and guts
Make red of all these empty pages
For no wages

[Bridge]
The highs that I always chase
The meals I can barely taste
Can't get out of my own brain
I think I'm ready to break
The highs that I always chase
The meals I can barely taste
Can't get out of my own brain
I think I'm ready to break

[Chorus]
So, I'm sorry my love
I'm trying but I'm really 'bouta put one in the chamber
Don't save me
I'm so done
With trying my best not to seem like such a fucking failure
Don't save me