One Hell of a Letter

Verse 1:
Dear Kaylie
How you been lil baby?
I just heard a couple things
Heard you goin through some things
Understand that it’s all temporary
You know all the feelings and what not
The pain in your chest
And how the thoughts will not stop
And everything you seein' almost makin' your heart drop
And shit like that I feel it
Mary Jane ain’t been treatin' you right
She can leave you all alone in the night
I know this
You need someone who can hold you at night
It’s difficult to find the love in your life
I’ve noticed
I know we don’t live the same life baby
I’m not here to give you anymore advice baby
Especially if I don’t practice what I’m preachin'
Believe me I’m far from perfect
And I know that you can see it
So what would that make me
If I was to sit here
Look at you right in the face
And tell you everything that’s wrong with you
That’s why I’m not finna sit here
Try and fix what isn’t broken
Cuz there’s isn’t nothin wrong with you
I just wanna say what’s up
And let you know how I’m feelin' before I run outta luck
Or somethin' worse happens
Cuz you know the shit I be gettin into and all that

Hook
Could you imagine if these were my last days and I wrote about all the times I thought about you but I was still stuck in my past ways
So I never took the chance to tell you how I’m feelin cuz I feel like everything would change in a bad way
Due to my mind bein' in a bad state
It just would’ve been far from the right thing
Or the right way
Or the right time
But you end up seein' me again baby
At the bar drownin' in some gin baby
Ain’t believe it so you looked again baby
And you came to find me
But you couldn’t find me
Cuz I just left to get on the last train
But you find the letter
When it’s too late
Next to a lit cigarette in an ashtray
That’d be one hell of a letter

Verse 2:
P.S
I miss you
Like really really baby
I know that it’s been a minute baby
I just been tryna put my life together
Just in case one day I gotta give you better
Feel like you been runnin' through my mind forever luv
Whatchu doin to me?
I know you been stressin' out
Feelin' all the pressure now
I’d rather apply it and see how you feelin'
Before I never make a sound
Hit me up when you feel down
You know that I’ll hold it down
Whenever that dude not around
I hope he hasn’t been around
I know it’s not right too
I never meant to bring him into this
Because I know this isn’t his business
But If he was in my shoes
I don’t know even dude
But he would do the same I don't wanna hear it
Not sayin that would make it any better
I’m not sayin shit to say it baby
Please understand
Not sayin he couldn’t keep it together
But I can keep it together
So please take my hand

Hook
Could you imagine if these were your last days and you wrote about all the times you thought about me but I was still stuck in my past ways
So you never took the chance to tell me how You’re feelin' cuz you feel like everything would change in a bad way
Due to your mind bein' in a bad state
It just would’ve been far from the right thing
Or the right way
Or the right time
But I end up seein' you again baby
At the club dancin' w your friends baby
Ain’t believe it so I looked again baby
And I came to find you
But I couldn’t find you
Cuz you just left to get on the last plane
But I find the letter
When it’s too late
Next to a shot glass with your lips imprinted on the rim
That’d be one hell of a letter