ONE HELL OF A DRUG

Nostalgia is one hell of a drug
And honestly it's never enough
But sad was always better than numb
It's sad but I'm just better alone

Yeah I'm better alone
So go find your way back home
You shouldn't stay here, no
Don't show your face here, no
Cause girl the way we are
Is way too damaging
You'd just abandon me
Don't matter how I feel
You'll overshadow me
So I'm not talking
And I don't want this anymore

Yeah I'll keep it short and sweet
So that when I'm gone
You gon' miss me
(huh) and trust me there's reasons
I'm never around
It's cause y'all just don't get mе
And trust me I'm still rising to the top
It don't matter who lеt me (yuh)
They must not love themselves yet
They still full of that envy

Girl, if you love yourself
You wouldn't say
That all I gave is nothing
Insecurity is
One hell of a drug
But so is thinking that you love me
I know that you love calling me delusional
But I know
That you also can't help the way you are
Girl the way we are
Is way too damaging
You'd just abandon me
Don't matter how I feel
You'll overshadow me
So I'm not talking
And I don't want this anymore

But I'm still waiting
I'm still naked
I'm still right here
Mentally see through
I wish I could hold you again
No, you not the type to go there
And I'm not the type to go back
But he's just not right and you know that
And you never liked control, baby
You still look like mine, just own that
So let me bring you home, baby
Sorry, I'm talking crazy (woo)
Vision got hazy
Your lips get too dangerous (ahh)
Save that romance for later
(mm-ahh oo-ahhh)