​one day

[Intro]
Yeah, so this uh, this song's real dear to my heart
True story and such
Not to make it weird
But it is

[Chorus]
You see I lost faith in heaven at the ripe age of seven
But it never really hit me till I got to like eleven
And the thought that I would die one day became so very evident
The thought that I would die one day became so fucking evident
I lost faith in heaven at the ripe age of seven
But it never really hit me till I got to like eleven
And the thought that I would die one day became so very evident
The thought that I would die one day became so fucking evident

[Verse 1]
I remember being seven in my grandma's house
And every Sunday morning I'd stay knocked out
She picked me up by the arm but I'd still fall down
Because I heard the word "church" and didn't like the sound
You see I lost faith in heaven at the ripe age of seven
But it never really hit me till I got to like eleven
And the thought that I would die one day became so very evident
The thought that I would die one day became so fucking evident
I struggled with the want to kill myself throughout my teen years
Aside from fearing death, I saw no real reason to be here
Except to procreate and spawn more lives to fear it
But the quickest way to heaven is to set a goal and clear it

[Chorus]
I lost faith in heaven at the ripe age of seven
But it never really hit me till I got to like eleven
And the thought that I would die one day became so very evident
The thought that I would die one day became so fucking evident
I lost faith in heaven at the ripe age of seven
But it never really hit me till I got to like eleven
And the thought that I would die one day became so very evident
The thought that I would die one day became so fucking evident

[Verse 2]
Then I started smoking weed to take my mind off the future
But fifteen blunts a day is more than it takes to zoot you
I hid behind the mask like a door, lucha
And four years later, I was just more screwed up
I was having trouble functioning without a couple blunts in me
Waking up so hungry that I'd vomit uncontrollably
But no one was controlling me, I chose to keep up smoking weed
And didn't even notice I was losing time, losing steam
Losing my will to rhyme, who am I, just a machine
Do or die, you and I need to find an in-between
To bridge the gap of living clean and living trapped within our dreams
Don't give me that stupid crap like you could be all you could be

[Chorus]
I lost faith in heaven at the ripe age of seven
But it never really hit me till I got to like eleven
And the thought that I would die one day became so very evident
The thought that I would die one day became so fucking evident
I lost faith in heaven at the ripe age of seven
But it never really hit me till I got to like eleven
And the thought that I would die one day became so very evident
The thought that I would die one day became so fucking evident

[Verse 3]
'Cause every time I write a track, I'm stuck writing my eulogy
Lost for words, for what it's worth I never gave an F-U-C
'Kay I'm getting fed up with that bullshit getting fed to me
I'm sick of letting my life be dictated by longevity
So sorry if I seem like I don't really care to breathe
I just need some therapy to circumvent me clarity
This lens is looking dirty and this dirt is tryna bury me
And I ain't even worthy but I'm thirsty for the charity
To prop me up and carry me from the wreckage of heresy
And contention to cure intentional parody
To all the people out there still living in denial
It's almost like we made suicide a lifestyle

[Chorus]
See, I lost faith in heaven at the ripe age of seven
But it never really hit me till I got to like eleven
And the thought that I would die one day became so very evident
The thought that I would die one day became so fucking evident
I lost faith in heaven at the ripe age of seven
But it never really hit me till I got to like eleven
And the thought that I would die one day became so very evident
The thought that I would die one day became so fucking evident

[Outro]
Lost heaven at seven
Lost heaven at seven
Lost heaven at seven
Lost heaven, yeah, yeah