One Dark Moment

Tilbrook

You found yourself in a spot so low
It seemed there was nowhere else to go
I hope you're in a happier place
Where all the things that you couldn't say aren't worth saying
But I wish you could've said

Hands up, I need help, I'm in some trouble
I think I'm seeing clearly but I know that I'm muddled
I don't know where to go and I don't know which way to turn
It's turning out to be a mess and I'm too old to learn

And I don't know where to look, I don't know how to heal
Everything that's happening just doesn't seem real
I've tried all I can, perhaps it's not enough
I know it's been bad before but never this tough

Should I start again?

Now that would be hard, the hand I've been dealt
Is from a fixed pack of cards facing one direction
The fickle finger of pain always pointing at me
And I am so ashamed

And I don't like who I am, I don't like how I feel
I don't like where it's leading to, the whole thing's a bad deal
I've tried all I can, perhaps that's not enough
I'm getting out of here if you don't like it

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

But for what it's worth
There'll be no blame soon
I'm going to leave
I'm going to leave