Once Again

[Verse 1]
Here I am again, back into square one
Thought I strike you outta the place so I'd say that we're done
But no, you kept on rollin' back like you were uphill
Operating the metal, you're making me run still/steel
Wantin' that one kill to overfeed the dopamine and
Losing control, that's what I be noticing yeah
And so I be wantin' to step back
To wantin' to go forward, I'm forcin' to get back
In a state that you would hate for me to be in my life
You take every mistake and believe that it's alright
It isn't, every bad dеcision I have, you are winnin'
And wow, you're likе a fricken game I wish never existed
'Cause now, I'm in a slump every time that I start to see you around
I can't get up but I guess it means that I'm keeping you down
And I'm wishing that that shit was permanent
Nah, you keep on following like a shadow be lurking because

[Chorus]
I will bring you into my life
Go through it once again
I know that it's wrong but its right
Go through it once again
Once again, once again
Go through it once again
Once again, once again
I don't know if this won't stop

[Verse 2]
Feel like a dime in a dozen like I was dropped in a bucket
Seeming like nothing is something we're all afraid of becoming
I know it's you that I love until I was used like a puppet
The fuckin' truth is I'd run away the conclusion was rough and
I'm stuck in time I'm fine, but where do we draw the line
The limit, because within it is broke and cloaking in lies
I hoped he'd open his eyes I'm chokin' broken inside
I never know what to say like I'm holding something to hide
Can barely afford a passion think money will buy me happiness
Really it's all in me to maintain my state when relapsing
I'm finished following paths 'cause your opinion doesn't matter
Every day's going fast like we're fuckin' flippin' through chapters
After that, I always asked myself why I keep getting sadder
And I can't think of a reason for me to bottle my laughter
You did a number you bastards, I never really spoke after see
I was openin' up rebuilding what you had shattered doesn't matter though

[Chorus]
I will bring you into my life
Go through it once again
I know that it's wrong but it's right
Go through it once again
Once again, once again
Go through it once again
Once again, once again
I don't know if this won't stop