On The Come Up

So many times have I tried to figure it out
Been grinding overtime just tryna figure it out
Never been a Christian boy but every night I’ve been devout
And fuck all that fake shit, just tryna get bigger without
Lately feeling like I’m on the come up now
While I’ve been stepped on, slept on till the sun up now
On some Nintendo shit, don’t come fuck with a boss now
Get a hundred in the game then watch close how I one up now
Take a moment and let that shit sink in deeper
Bitches be smoking heavy thinking that they being leaders
It’s me against the world, I’m finna do it with no features
And if I get the world crown, ain’t gonna throw it like Caesar
I made a promise never to change who I am
I do this for myself, not for the fame or my fam
Money important but I ain’t all about the paper
Though I made 10 grand in one night consider that a favour
And that was just the cards, never fucked with the drugs though
Calculated profits and risk, your boy did his charts though
And I could be lying if I told you I did
But people still choose to believe in whatever that fits
Got me thinking how many times that I gotta win
To even get a three storey, guess I gotta sin
Guess it was destined to be, my blood ain’t that of a king
Tell mom I’m sorry, I don’t really know where to begin
Tryna grow myself a money tree
Asian kid with some raps, like a honey bee
Wanted a penthouse like a G up in the trees
But now Im looking for shade, just something to keep the peace
Tell me am I stupid for chasing my dreams
Said it ain’t about the cream but the Beamer looking so clean
Since a teen all I’ve ever been is a fiend
And Imma do anything till I get my damn ring
I want my precious, make me invincible God damn
Toasting rappers with my flows like I got jam
Hot damn, hear that shit sizzle in a pan
Some cheddar cheese, maybe couple slices of ham
If you think this is basic then guess we have an agreement
Haven’t been focused, my bin all filled with Kleenex and semen
I love women but I’m tired of hearing them bitches bitching
Never let a hoe come in between me and my division
And even if I’m dead wrong, Imma still take a shot for em
Just thought they gon make better figures with better jobs for em
I’m talking lawyers, accountants and rich business men
While I’m sippin' Hen, pad and pen, tryna make a yen
Tell me fuck is a dream if you can’t even afford
To pay your bills, don’t even come talking bout an Accord
And if I never make it in this life
Least I know at one point I tried putting up a fight