ON RePEaT

Everytime that i wake up i just wanna sleep
I feel like I've had enough I just wanna leave
Everytime i stand up i can't fucking breathe
Life is tough and our arguments goes on repeati wish we had at least a day without fighting
Wish i could go a whole day without crying
When i say I'm feeling fine u know im lying
Everything sucks but I am tryingbabe i know its tough right now
But we're worth fighting for
I know ur the one for me
And I'm the one for u
Just trust me n let it go
You don't have to worry anymore
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Everytime im waking up
I always start to weep
I can't really say what
But somethings hurting deep
Finding ways to fuck me up
Turned me to a fiend
I dont mean to be so cold
But i always freeze
I dont mean to always bring shit up
And i dont mean to always fuck us up
I dont mean to lay my pain on you
That is why i run away from you
Girl i know that u were meant for me
And like ur saying i was meant for u
But on the inside is where shit gets real
And all my darkness fucking eats u too
Suicidal thoughts always going on repeat
Excessive dark feelings from my fucking bpd
I always hurt myself bad releasing endorphins
Overwhelming overthinking fuck i feel so weak