On My Way

[Verse 1: TJ Holland]
Look, look, I remember back when I ain't have nothin’
I got a couple dollars just to add up with
I almost went and found some shit to mask up with
I was handed more in life than just a bad budget
Came in with no friends, I don't need one
Loyalty that you buy comes with refunds
Tell me, who can I trust when that dream come?
Got some friends that just call when they need some
But when that bling come, nigga

[Chorus: TJ Holland]
I'm on my way
Don’t worry, bruh, I'm on my way
No hesitation, I'm just on, I'm on my way
I got you, bruh, I'm
Ok, I'm on my way

[Verse 2: TJ Holland]
But, niggas don't know 'bout what loyalty is
Crazy I spoke about loyalty then
Niggas I used to know switch up
But wasn’t you bumpin’ that loyalty, bitch?
Get money then watch how that loyalty switch
Greed ain't no game, man I learned that shit real life
Stack up some dollars, them niggas is plottin’
This probably too late the moment you realize
But that's just how life go, you live and you learn
Really, the stress you forgive and you burn
The bridges of friendships from niggas to bitches
Or anyone livin' that isn't concerned
’Cause tell me, who there for your well-bein', nigga?
Trust me, this true shit is well needed
Everyone lookin' for love, but
If it cost losin' yourself, leave it
Left it and I had to realize what isn't important
Life is way bigger than bitches and Jordans
Look, I lost a lot of shit, then had a breakthrough
The sins I commit got my vision distorted
From chasin' the shit I don't need to be chasin'
My mind told me, "Wait," I agreed to be patient
I don't want pass it, used to imagine
Now all these Swishers, I easily face them
I got so used to me being alone
I fell in love with it, now I prefer it
Niggas can't copy or be in my zone
Keep all that bullshit from me, I deter it
And you don't have to pretend like you worry
Nigga, you ain't got to worry about me
This shit is like the gospel, words that I preach
And because I'm 'bout the words that I speak
They tell me

[Chorus: TJ Holland]
I'm on my way
Oh yeah, I'm on my way
Ok, my niggas say I'm
They say I'm on my way, yeah
They say I'm on my way

[Verse 3: TJ Holland]
But, look around here, there ain't much motivation
Look at the city and death that surrounds it
Showin' fake love when I know that they hatin'
I used to have hope, now it's best to get out it
Look at the drugs and the way that we act
This ain't where I want my family at
When they gone, you can't get family back
Man, I'on't wan' make sure my family strapped
Man, for real, that ain't no way to live by
Take my soul to the Lord, I will give mine
Found myself, I no longer have friend time
Man, I traded all that in for kid time
This my life, don't tell me how to live mine
This my life, don't tell me how to spend time
This my life and I know that I sin, I'm
Hopin' I get to church to repent mine
So when it is time, Heaven

[Chorus: TJ Holland]
I'm on my way
Oh Lord, I'm on my way
Oh Heaven's doors, I'm
Ok, I'm on my way, oh, oh yeah
Oh yeah, I'm on my way

[Verse 4: C-Mob]
Is Heaven real, and if so, will I make it?
'Cause I know that I have made many mistakes
I have experienced Hell here on Earth
And I've also been bitten by venomous snakes
Tryin' to pass me their venomous traits
Sometimes, it's felt like I'd never escape
But I have been doin' whatever it takes
To overcome all of it, then elevate
Is Heaven a place, or is it a state of mind?
If so, I can be there any date or time
Whether rain or shine
I gotta focus when I'm hopeless
And I noticed that I'm feelin' greater, I'm
On my way to find
Even more ways that I can continue to better myself
Mentally, physically, get up my health
Do it all while I stack up incredible wealth
Dead or in jail
That's where I coulda been so I make sure I give thanks up above
That I'm not in a coffin, and I think of it often
How I have been lost in my anguish enough
Anger, it shoves in crazy relationships that were more toxic than drinkin' and drugs
But now even when I get pissed at my girl, I still make sure I speak in her language of love
Way too much negativity, I been faced with a lot of it
But I can't give in, gotta keep pushin', keep positive
Give thanks above, so much love that I gotta give
Up, I'm leveling, I'm bettering and I'm proud of it
I gotta deal with all the anger that killed the regret, the resentment, the hurt within me
The toxicity I am purgin', ya see
That I'm tryna be the best version of me and I'm

[Chorus: TJ Holland]
On my way
Oh yeah, I'm on my way
Oh yeah, I'm
Oh yeah, I'm on my way, oh yeah
Oh yeah, I'm on my way