On My Own

I've been rolling lately on my own
Can't find someone I could just lean on
All these voices are just very loud
God I need more wisdom from You now

Every decision I make is flaw
I don't know what happened to me, oh
I haven't been in school since last May
I kinda wanna just keep it that way
But my parents don't want that no no
I try to work on this music bro
All I do is try to make them happy
But I don't see them receiving it sadly

I don't know, oh I don't know
Who I do this for?
My flesh or my spirit?

My faith is not growing but it's still there
I procrastinate to try to meet You here
And all actions may not really be fair
No, my actions are not really fair
Cuz I push my feelings down
Until they just come around, yea
And i'm here stuck in this war
A war with my flesh and soul, yea
I know there's something more, yea
I know there's something more
God lend me Your helping hand
God lend me Your helping hand cuz

I feel so low
Oh, I feel so low
My flesh be speaking, oh
My flesh be acting up

Made me?
Break me
How can you not hate me?
Everything I did to you
Just to celebrate me
I know I get death but
I'm out here actin crazy
I'm crazy, I'm crazy
I gotta replace me
Cause any given second you could come and erase me

I'm sorry I don’t tell my friends bout you
I'm sorry that I never ever think about you
I just wanna go all in now
Leavin my past behind now
I don’t even care If I die now
I know where I'm headed
I'm not goin back
They wanna get up got no time for that
I only get up and get to these raps
I be spazzin on you
I be spazzin on tracks
Yeah I do need some help
Yeah I could admit that
Yeah I do feel alone
Wish somebody was here
I can’t be by myself

I've been rolling lately on my own
(I've been rolling lately on my own)
Can't find someone I could just lean on
(Can't find someone I could just lean on)
All these voices are just very loud
God I need more wisdom from You now
(God I need more wisdom from You now)