On My Own

I hope my prayers will go to heaven
These nightmares never make me better
Sometimes I wake up feeling locked in heavens
But the hell in my mind searching for the devil
Crawling to the table
Looking for the label
I must be ready for the change
But I will make it later
Fuck these haters
I gravitate the faders
Many persons in my brain
Collaborators
Risking my business my life
And I am restless
I don't wanna smoke
I just wanna be painless
Feeling so bad
When I am about to be landing
The ground is so thick
But the is cover breaking
The drugs that I take are just faking the facts
I look at the mirror I see my mistakes
I am trying be giving up or I'll be mad
I am booking my flight I will be flying to heaven

I will be flying to heaven
I will be flying to heaven
I will be flying to heaven
I will be flying to heaven

I just wanna be
On my own
I won't take the phone
I don't care no more
I will sleep and go
I just wanna be
On my own
I won't take the phone
I don't care no more
I will sleep and go

Girl I know you wanna sleep but
You should probably go
I know you don't wanna feel just
Like a groupie hoe
Not too often you will see me
Drivin down this road
Cause we can get close
But people change when they get comfortable
You know how it went we just started fuckin
The screen say are we watching
But we just finished cumin
The things that we do
Are way better than nothing
When I'm up in your stomach your eyes tell me you want something
Who you see is just a part of me
I got insecurities that flowing through my arteries
That's why keep you somewhere that's not too hard to reach
But in your mind, I know you saying really how hard can this shit be
Cuz I might go and make some poor decisions
The type that'll show I wasn't thinking about your feelings
25 I know I should be thinking about commitment
I can feel the tides shifting my life about be so different
But that don't mean I'm dipping (breath)
There's just some temptations I don't know if I can deal with
N it's not your job to fix it
Waiting on a change when you could be somebody's Mrs. (Breathe)
Told me about your dream house and you want at least 2 children

And time ticking
Time never stop ticking
Tell me when we start drifting
Start drifting